Friday, October 9, 2009

Nowhere to be found

Nowhere to be found

I’m in a middle of nowhere again. Dilemma comes along, if I will go for an OJT in a Broadcasting Network. Will I enroll for 21 units in school? Will I get a job in full time or part time?

These questions are some questions that the answers are nowhere to be found. It’s the future who can really tell. Our world is strange from the actions that we are doing. It’s nowhere to be found.

We want to have a straight path. A path which has no curves, dots to trace as a line. However, God will give us unexpected events that may happen. He will test us to seek our strengths and weaknesses. It is a lesson of humility. Still, it’s nowhere to be found.

My days without responsibilities for my two masters have ended. I gave up my job to finish my studies. My mom finally decided to help me finish my course. I’m still shaky in the moment, what if the budget will menace again? It’s still nowhere to be found.

The only thing I can do is to find a job while I can still manage my time. If all else fails, the first decision must implemented. Study first and find a job that suits my real compassion. I don’t lose hope still for finding a job. It’s still nowhere to be found.