Just today, my best friend and the guy I fell in love with were both chatting in facebook. I hate the fact that they both log out. My best friend suddenly log out. I felt jaded with them. I think they were betraying me. Okay, let me clarify the fact that he doesn’t like me. However, my best friend is getting him from me. I hate it. They were both liars.
What am I thinking right now? The guy whom my best friend has sex with might be him. I don’t know who is Tetet. I know for the fact, that they both have computers and have cams. They might doing a virtual sex on camera. They thought that I will never be like them. We’ll see. I don’t want revenge, I am just asking for a vindication. My best friend even told me if I court that guy. Its unfair, I love him. However, he has a feeling on my best friend. This world is so complicated that they give me a damn stress. Anyway, this is just paranoia. Someday, life will turn in a wheel for the right justice and person.
It is so whimsical that I love him. Today, I proclaim a new person in me. A more busy and focus in life. I wish them the best of luck. I really hate them. Honestly, I don’t know if he went to my best friend’s house or to his house. Still paranoid and thinking until I feel sleepy. Damn!
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